...But I'll be stupid for the rest of my life...

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 06:51:35 GMT

PRESENT
01. Is your hair wet? nope
02. Is your cell phone right beside you? uh huuuuh
03. Do you miss someone?: not yet...
04. Are you wearing makeup: yep
05. Are you wearing chapstick: no, but I need it
06. Are you cold: little bit.
07. Are you tired?: eh, kinda
08. Are you excited: no
09. Are you watching t.v: its on mute
10. Are you wearing pajamas: yepp

PAST
01. Recently done anything you regret: nope
02. Ever lied: who hasnt
03. Ever stuck gum under a desk: ick, no
04. Ever kicked someone: haha yes
05. Ever trip over your own feet?: please, of course
06. Ever cried so hard you almost threw up: iicckk no

TODAY
01. Have you cursed: haha probably
02. Have you yelled at someone: probably
03. Have you gotten mad at someone: dan made me made bc he wouldnt let me hide with him during manhunt
04. Have you cried? not today...
05. Have you called more than 3 people? yepp
06. Have you Im'd more than 3 people? yeppp

Q AND A

Q 01: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
A 01: yeaaaa

Q 02: Where is the first place you went today?
A 02: the mall

Q 03: Who is the last person you called?
A 03: maaaa

Q 04: Who do you like more, your mom or dad?
A 04: mom

Q 05: Do you have any siblings?
A 05: 2 sisters and a brother

Q 06: Do you smile often?
A 06: yepp

Q 07: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
A 07: I believe so actually

Q 08: Do you wish on stars?
A 08: occasionally actually

Q 09: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
A 09: NEVER!

Q 10: When did you last cry?
A 10: probably sometime last week

Q 11: Do you like your handwriting?
A 11: Absolutely hate it

Q 12: Are you a friendly person?
A 12: sometimes

Q 13: Who's bed did you sleep in last night?
A 13: uhhhh mine

Q 14: What color shirt are you wearing?
A 14: redish, pinkish, maroonish? lol

Q 15: Do you have any pets?
A 15: yes

Q 16: What is the color of your bedsheets?
A 16: violet

Q 17: What were you doing at 9 last night?
A 17: getting eating up by bugs outside jenns house

Q 18: I can't wait until...
A 18 : good stuff happends

Q 19: Is tom on your friends list?
A 19: haha yes

Q 20: Look to your right. what's there?
A 20: my remote

Q 22: Ever cried yourself to sleep?
A 22: yes

Q 23: Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
A 23: no

Q 24: Song that makes you cry?
A 24: again by lenny kravits

Q 25: Are you normally a happy person?
A 25: yeaahhh I guuuuesss hah

Q 26: Has anyone ever said 'I love you' to you?
A 26: yep

Q 27: Is your self-esteem extremely low?
A 27: Not extremely...lol

Q 28: Current music?!
A 28: when you're gone-bryan adams

lame waste of tiiiime

Wed, 12 Jul 2006 04:51:20 GMT

wow, havent posted in this thing in a loooong time. Not much really has been going on. Schools over and summers started. I work with my dad as a receptionist. It absolutely sucks. I mean its better than working at camp, but at least at camp I was with girls my age. Here I'm with old men, and like 30 year old woman. I don't kno, nights are pretty lame too, but w.e summers overrated. Tomorrow Jenn, our mommys, my sister, her boyfriend and his mom are going to the Kelly Clarkson concert. I'm pretty excited about that, it should be fun. But anyway, I'm super bored with everything right about now. I'm also in a really really bad...mood, life? I dont know, feeling pretty crappy all over for some reason. Hopefully that will get better. But w.e, hopefully I'll update more...not like ne one reads this anyway.

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 06:11:51 GMT

12:48pm...michelle uses the word "like"..."cute"...and "cuddle"...in one sentence : P

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 04:24:13 GMT

anonymous: ugh this farting

we talk about farting, shitting and just about anything dirty thing you can think of.

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 01:52:51 GMT

So, its almost my birthday and I feel like absolute poop. My head is about to float away. lol. So yeah, 17 years old. Hmm. A lot has changed since this time last year. Its kinda of strange how different things are, but how they are kinda the same too. hmm. all good tho.

Besiides that
my road test is soon too. I'm so excited. I cant wait to drive. : )

So, this was just a mini update. I guess thats all for now.

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 06:22:48 GMT

2005.

( ) stayed single the whole year.
( ) got your first kiss
(x) kissed someone new
( ) made-out for the first time
( ) made-out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) kissed in the rain
( ) fell in love
( ) fell in love with a idiot
(x) had your heart broken
( ) broke someone else's heart
( ) had a stalker
(x) had a good relationship with someone
( ) questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
( ) had a gay marriage
( ) kissed someone of the same sex
(x) dated someone you'll never forget
( ) done something you've regretted
( ) lost your true love
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under miseltoe

WORK/SCHOOL
( ) got a promotion
( ) got a pay raise
( ) changed jobs
( ) lost your job
( ) quit your job
( ) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
( ) got fired from your job
( ) got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
( ) found the subject you love
( ) failed a class
( ) cut class
( ) skipped school
( ) got into a fight with a classmate
( ) did something you were proud of
(x) discovered a new talent
( ) gave the teachers a reason to teach
(x) proved yourself an idiot
( ) embaressed yourself in front of the class
(x) fell in love with a teacher
( ) got a lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
( ) were involved in something you'll never forget
( ) got sent to the office

OTHER
( ) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
( )ran a mile
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
( ) double-dipped
( ) skinny-dipped
(x) went to a sleepover
(x) went to camp
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) flirted shamelessly
( ) visited a foreign country
(x) visted a different state
( ) cooked a disasterous meal
(x) lost something important to you
(x) got a gift you adore
(x) realized something new about yourself
(x) went on a diet
( ) tried to gain weight
( ) dyed your hair
( ) came close to losing your life
( ) someone close to you died :-(
(x) went to a party
( ) drank alcohol
( ) drank alcohol underage
( ) did drug(s)
( ) got drunk
( ) got arrested
(x) read a great book
(x) saw a great movie
( ) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
( ) saw your favorite band/artist live
(x) saw someone famous in person
( ) did something you want to tell everyone
( ) Enjoyed this year over all

05...you blew

Happy New Year

06...I hope you don't suck.

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 06:37:17 GMT

Happy Hanukkah and Merry Christmas

I cant breath and my computer is being a raging butt munch.

besides that today was pretty good
I got...
+clothes(solows, shirts, abercrombie sweatshirt, soft furry vest, a few tops from express and a gift certificate for hollister = ))
+a really cute scarf glove set
+ipod sound dock
+dead like me first season on dvd
+garden state, uptown girls, mean girls, a christmas story on dvd
+james blunt cd
+rent soundtrack
+lindsay lohan cd
+sims WHICH EFFED UP MY COMPUTER!
and other good stuff

so, it was good.

and its a month till my birthday. and that means a month till i can drive = )
i dont get a car till may which sucks but i can drive my sisters and dads car in the mean time. i cannot wait.

so, this time of year reminds of a lot of stuff. which sucks. its kind of depressing actually. hopefully 2006 will be a lot better then this year. i need change. i feel like my life has been the same for 5 years. it kiiiinda blows.

my heart hurts
so does my head
and if anything happends to my itunes or my computer...a large part of me will crumble : (

nobody said it would be easy....

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 05:28:31 GMT

I'm home.
vegas overview
+beautiful view of the moutains from the plane
+vegas showgirls/strippers/hookers
+hoover dam
+begining of my collection of shot glasses(i got 4...there awesome)
+beautiful hotels
+wax museum
+saw rent<33333333333
+view from the stratasphere...was amazing
+alot of peeing eatting and driving
+and millions of pictures that I'll post soon

so, it feels like I've been gone forever. Its soo cold here now. I love it. I can't believe it's christmas time. This year flew. From this time last year nothing...new,exciting,interesting or anything has really happend. It blows. Hopefully 2006 will bring good times.

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 05:04:22 GMT

Someday, when Im awfuly low when the world is cold I will feel a glow just thinking of u and the way u look tonight

so, my mom has been planning it for months and months. We finally told my dad that we are taking him away to Vegas for a week. I am extremely scared since I've never been on a plane before. Everyones telling me its not big deal, but it is to me. I'm having like...panic attacks. I loose my breath and my heart pounds. It's kinda scary. I figured out why I'm not gonna like it. Its for the same reason I dont like the ocean. I dont know where the bottom is. On a plane, you're soo far up. I dont like that I cant get out when I want. Hmm. My moms gonna take me to the doctor before we go away, to make sure everythings okay. I'm leaving the 7th. Its soo soon. I dont know what I'm gonna do. Vegas is going to beautiful tho. I'm going to take soo many pictures. I also know that when i get there im sure im not gonna wanna leave. lol. hmm well. ill be sure to post those pictures here when I get back. hmm so I guess this was just a little mini update for now.
<33

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 04:06:11 GMT

okay, okay, I'll admit I'm at Christinas...but I promise we arent listening to Avril....
I swear = )

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 21:13:59 GMT

k, so seriously michelle and tara are the most ANNOYING people ever!!

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 01:53:35 GMT

yo itz ellie: WJP OS TJAT!?!@
SupaThang25: my NEPHEW!!!
yo itz ellie: wow
SupaThang25: i love how i understood you...
yo itz ellie: hahagahahahah

its fucking love bitches

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 01:12:35 GMT

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
When i was like 5 my sister an I were in the pool and we had a boat with oores, and she like smacked me in the space under your nose but above your lip, so yeah she hit me and i have a little scar there.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Picture of marilyn monroe, and corkboard with really old picutures

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
silver, with blue lights on the side

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
anything

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
7 47 pm

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?

something good

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
nothing

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
my blankie : )

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
pear

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
sometimes, esp in like a tight area when random people touch me

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
sometimes...if its late at nigth then yeah lol

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
very sexy for her and chanel chance

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?

cute longish and shaggy

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING AT?
outside shellys window with a sing that says MARRY ME in bubble red letters

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
coffee

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
cheese

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
nothing, im in the mood for coffee or something hot right now hah

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD
my mommy lol

20. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
nope

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX)
hmm a cute snoopy shirt

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
you cant control that

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
just tell them.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED.
25

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
brunettes...blondes(guys) arent usually all that attractive...except for like 1 outta 10

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
hmm idk

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
first thing that came to mind...when people are talking to you and you dont responde and their like what?? and ur just like i didnt say anything! my sister and jenn do that all the time

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE US?
nope

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?

I'm too dependent

36. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
north shore

37. FIRST JOB?
pierce for life : )

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
probably

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
trying to figure something out for myspace lol

40.IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
booobies

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
boredom

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
my eyes and hair lol

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL WAS OUTLAWED?
absolutley nothing

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
i like surprises

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
2

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
nope

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
nah...i saw a shooting star the other night tho lol

48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
I hate my hands and fingers, but my pinkies are cute lol

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
the other night bc i was in a really bad mood

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
no i have boy hand writing it sucks

51. Whats your favorite lunch meat?
turkey

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
i bite my nails lol

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
hmm right now im staring at b2k...i really dont kno why thats there lol

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
clearly

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
probably

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
yeah somewhat

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
yelling at people who have nothing to do with why I am angry or write it away

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
jenns or christinas lol

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
yeah way too easily

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
barbies, or like dolls u feed lol

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
like 20 lol

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
no...yes

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
seriously i got like punched in the face yesterday at the simple plan concert lol and my friends started that pit.

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
an all around good guy. funny, sweet, cute...you know lol

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
sam, sammy, hammy, muffin

68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?'
obv not

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
mint chocolate chip

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
blue, green ect

73. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
no idea

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
shuddup

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
greenday

77. LAST THING YOU ATE?
pasta

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
my mom

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX
eyes

82. FAVORITE DRINK?
arizona iced tea, cranberry juice

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
lax

85. HAIR COLOR?
DARK brown

86. EYE COLOR?
green

87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
i need new ones mine are gay...i wear contacts tho

88. SIBLINGS?
2 sisters and a brother

89. FAVORITE MONTH?
november to january

90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
yup. and my dates with jenn when we eat sushi

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
greenday music video

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
yes

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
winter

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
kisses

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
relationships

97. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
again shuddup

98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?

99. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
nothing as of now...i think im banned from getting books from the library i always return them like 4 months later and i get very threatening letters

100. WHERE DO YOU WORK?
no where

that was a lame waste of time lol. last night me christina dan tom rob and jeff went to the simple plan concert. it was fun. in the beginning i didnt really like it bc i was being attacked from like every angle, but it got better.

i am STILL seriously so bored with everything. I need something exciting. Whateves

I dont feel good right now. I dont want to go to school tomorrow. Esp if its rainy and gross. ughhh. I got my uggies so I dont wanna ruin them in the rain lol

I'm having issues typing so this is for now. Leave comment : /

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 04:46:30 GMT

I love these things. And I cant sleep...
STAR NAME
(your middle name, street you grew up on)
Dawn Cedar

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME
(grandfather/mother on mother's side first name, favorite snack)
Teddy Wheat Thins

3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME
(first word you see on your left, favorite restaurant)
Pear Francescas

4. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME
(first initial of first name, first three letters of your last name)
S. Sel

5. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME
(favorite animal, name of high school)
Cat Jericho

6. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME
(middle name, city where you were born)
Dawn Westbury

7. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME
(name of sibling/parent [opposite sex], cell phone company you use):
Brian Verizon

8. YOUR STAR WARS NAME
(first 3 letters of your last name, last 3 letters of mother's maiden name, first 3 letters of your pet's name)
Sam man bec...lame? lol

ughhh so mini update. School hasnt been too bad so far. Work is kinda a lot. I started dancing again which makes me really happy. But again, everything is crazy boring in my life. I neeeed something. Comment if you'd like

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 21:57:53 GMT

10 Favorites...(only put 1 answer for each)
Favorite Color: light blue
Favorite Food: wraps
Favorite Band: as of now...aqualung
Favorite Movie: say anything
Favorite Sport: laaaaacross
to watch: baseball
Favorite Season: fall
Favorite Day Of the Week: Friday
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: mint chocolate chip <33
Favorite Time of Day: really late at night

9 Currents...
Current Mood: tired
Current Taste: lack-of-flavor gum
Current Clothes: pink pants, white and black beaters
Current Computer Background: landscape view i took from christinas boat
Current Finger/Toenail Color: clear
Current Time: 4:19 PM
Current Surroundings: my room, watchin fairly oddparents : )
Current Annoyance(s): i feel icky and need a shower
Current Thought: what im doin tonight

8 Firsts...
First Best Friend: Allison
First Love: no love
First Screen Name: mnthapntha

First Pet: kitty
First Piercing: ears
First Crush: ummm
First Music: too many to remember but like...spice girls or something
First Car: no car yet

7 Last.....
Last Cigarette: never

Last Drink: a while ago
Last Car Ride: home from school
Last Text Message: umm probably something from michelle
Last Movie Seen: a lot like love
Last Phone call: moooomaaa
Last CD Played: jason mraz

6 Have You Ever....
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: yes...FBG! ha
Have You Ever Broken the Law: nope
Have You Ever Been Arrested: no
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: no
Have You Ever Been on TV: nope
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: nope

5 Things....
You're Wearing: necklaces, rings, tanks top, pink pants and bracelettes

You Did Last Night: slept...right when i got home hah
Things You Can Hear Right Now: tv
You Can't Live Without: music
You Do When You're Bored: play on myspac

4 Places You've Been To...
1. Florida
2. Jersey
3. Virginia
4. Maryland

3 People You Can Tell Anything To...
1.

2.
3.

2 Choices...
1. Black or White: black
2. Hot or Cold: cold

1 Person You'd Do Anything For: hmm

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 07:12:27 GMT

I need a change

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 03:21:37 GMT

Wow, this weekend has been so tough. Its been crazy. So much has gone on, and it really makes me take back all the times I've said I need some excitment. Tomorrow christina and I are going to Matt's funeral. I dont kno how it going to be, definatly emotional. I'm scared. I've never been to something to intense before. Its such a shame. I cant believe how much has changed in 4 days. It's truely unreal. It makes me double think all the stupid things I get upset or annoyed with. It's sad. It really is. Some people will never really learn though. No matter how server the issues.

I have a few things starting up this week that should get my mind off things. I dont want to ignore it, but its just too much right now

I guess thats it for now...
comment if u wish

RIP Matt, gone but not forgotten

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 20:56:35 GMT

Laugh when you can, let go of what you cannot change, take chances, have no regrets because life is too short to be anything but happy.

rip

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 02:34:41 GMT

as much as I'm gonna miss summer, I am totally and completly ready for fall and winter. I feel like theres so much coming up. I'm super excited for drivers ed. It starts sometime soom(late september) and ends in january. So it'll be over around my birthday so I can get my licence and drive into the sunset : ) (or snowstorm. good times

so for now
heres an
me and vita rock at life

i love my jennnnnn
hahaha beating chris up?
my girls <333333 +rudy ha
me and my nephew are the cutest
hottest
i love fuzz so much
watch out the guns are out
i look cracked out but i love my friends
christina came up to me and was like LOOK i have a pickle!
SUCK IT
I pick my girlfriends nose
we define cute
pierce o5 <33
gavin and avril!!!
i love my friends like no other
christina gets jealous when i give jenn kissies
so jenn gives me kissies when christinas not looking
towel head <33
checkerssssssss
ps i took alotta pictures of my self this summer

so there are def alot more but these are just the select few i thought were cute
so...
thats all

comment <3333333333333333333

Fasion Turn to the LEFT Fasion Turn to the RIGHT

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 20:13:58 GMT

wuuuuuuuddup. so, this summer is over is like .3 seconds. Jericho starts the 31st. I'm gonna cry. So tonight, I'm going to the avril//gavin concert with jennnnaahhhfuh. I look bitchin so I'm excited.
Camp ended tuesday. I'm glad its over, but not gonna like I had a good time. Made a few friends, got some money. Wasnt too bad. I'm probably going back next year.
Besides that, I've just been chillin. I have massive amounts of pictures on my profile so check that out. http://r.imchaos.net/link/a/?a=e8bbcbfbf7caa819&b=SupaThang25 or click that.
I start drivers ed on the 19th, I'm pretty excited and nervous about that. Hopefully I wont kill any one while driving hah
so were pretty close tonight so I'm gonna take a butt load of pictures and post em here possibly.
so comment even tho no one reads this

paaayce

I'm on the brink of something beautiful

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 03:10:46 GMT

50 things...

1. What is your middle name?
Dawn

2. What color underwear are you wearing now?
Orange

3. What are you listening to right now?
aqualung

4. what are the last 2 digits in your phone number?
29

5. What was the last thing you ate?
sausage

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
magenta

7. How is the weather right now?
its dark...so maybe like cool

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
JENN!

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
eyes

10. Favorite type of Food?
italian

11. Do you drink?
nope

12. Do you smoke?
nope

13. Ever get so drunk you dont remember what you did?
nah

14. Hair color?
dark brown

15. Eye color?
green

16. Do you wear contacts?
yuh huuuh

17. Single?
eff yeah

18. Favorite Month?
january...and november

19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
duh

20. Last Movie you Watched?
confessions of a teenage drama queen...obv

21. Favorite Day of the Year?
my birthday : ) im lame

22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
no, it depends.

24. Hugs or Kisses?
both

25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
twist bitches

26. Do you want your friends to respond?
not so much

27. Who is most likely to respond?
no one

28. Who is least likely to respond?
honestly...

29. What book(s) are you reading?
diary, still...

30. Piercings?
2 in each ear.

31. Fav. Movie?
say anything

32. Fav. baseball Team?
Yankees.

34. Any pets?
puppy, 10 cats

35. AIM?
supathang25

36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
Buttaah

37. dogs or cats?
Dogs

38. Favorite Flower?
yellow/orangish roses

45. Do you like to travel by plane?
never have

46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
Righty

48. How many pillows do you sleep with?
two.

49. Are you missing someone?
kinda not so much

50. Who do you think is gorgeous?
marilyn monroe, orlando bloom

so, yeah. Summer is almost over. wtf. I start school the 31st. Can't deal. Camps almost over too. I'm kind of concidering going back next year. Crazy. ugh, well nothing excitings been going on. just been meeting new people and hanging out. which is def good tho.
so thats all for now
: )

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 16:19:21 GMT

So yesterday I went on Christinas boat with her family and Jenn's family. So after we eat were sitting in the back. I was sitting on a bench thing with no back and Christina was playing with fish or something. All the sudden she comes over to me and THROWS A TINY MINNOW on me!! At firt I didnt realize what it was then it started moving around and I flipped out. I feel BACKWARDS on to the ground and broke my back!! So yeah, everyone started laughing and christina was just like uuuhhhhhhh hahaha. Jenn was HYSTERICAL. It was kinda funny, I have to admit lol. So yeah this is how christina broke me
lol

besides this...summer is still boring hah

yah so thats it.

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 16:33:04 GMT

ugh so where to start. This summer has been less then exciting for the most part. I've been working at a camp which isnt too bad (espcially since I'm not a councelor). so the weathers been crappy and nothing has been going on. I havent taken pictures because I still have yet to get pictures from Jenn and Christina's sweet 16 printed so I cant delete them off my card and the card is full. whatever, nothings gone on that I wanted to take pictures of hah. Michelle and Leah were home yesterday so all the girls hung out, which was nice. Besides that nothing has been going on. I AM SO BORED. I need something to happend. I feel like I have been in the same spot I am right now forever. I'm bored and lonely. Not very good mixes. Camp puts me in a bad mood so afterwards when we all hang out I'm mean.(especially to Jenn...haha you know I love yooou) And I really dont like that. I guess I'm still adjusting to waking up at freaking 6:30. Blehh. The summer is going too fast, but at the same time I have nothing to look forward to so whatever. As soon as camps over summers over. It suuuucks. ugh. cant deal. This was just an update because I havent writen in a while.
So leave me comments because I need them. lol
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Thu, 09 Jun 2005 04:33:52 GMT

doing this again...

1. I try to be a leader, but usually end up being a follower
2. I collect quotes and love music with meaningful words
3. I live for my friends
4. I really dont think people know the real me.
5. I get confused rather easily
6. Jenn, Christina, and Michelle are literally the loves of my life
7. I live vicariously through Michelle
8. Recently I discovered I dont want a boyfriend. Unless some one comes along...which I doubt
9. Surpring...I kno
10. I always wished I had a good voice
11. When I get nervous I turn BRIGHT red
12. I think I'm funny.
13. This summer is gonna blow, but I hope I meet alot of new people at camp.
14. My room is too small for anyone.
15. I cant wait till I can drive
16. Sometimes I say stupid things
17. I am a HUGE stalker
18. When I need to make a somewhat big decsion, I go through alot of thoughts and it takes me a while to think of what I should do.
19. Alot of songs remind me of specific people or events.
20. I dont want to grow up
21. I hate being left out
22. I think I'm getting ugly lol
23. But I can laugh about it
24. I trust to easyily and usually wind up getting burned
25. I HATE being lied to and I have this weird sixth sense that I can tell when people are lying
26. I am not artistic at all
27. People say I'm a pretty face...
28. On the cork board behind my computer I have a picture of a bikini and it says Pretty Face over it
29. Dont ask why
30. My dad refueses to take me driving, and I think I'm going to be a terrible driver
31. I usually don't go for looks, but people who are usually attracted to me arent such lookers lol and if some one is hot but has a crappy personality, its sucks
33. I'm scared for the future
31. There are times where I feel like no one cares about me and I get upset
33. My family is crazy weird
34. If you only knew what they did...
35. My mom is a hypocrit
36. But I'm really close with her
37. I dont kno what I'm doing this again
38. I'm easily amused
39. I daze off easily
40. I used to dance and miss it like crazy
41. Jason from Kept is adorable
42. I like random shows like that, and project runway
43. Alanis Morissette makes me happy
44. Leah has the same random taste in music as me(I'm sending her Jason Mr.AZ right now)
45. I'm never sure of my self
46. If I had my way, I would dress up everyweekend and SHLUP ever day of the week
47. I feel like no one can really explain my personality without me disagreeing with them
48. I love taking pictures of my friends
49. I get annoyed somewhat easily
50. My favorite quote as right now is "It seems to me, if you can trust, you cant be trusted"
51. My room is an effin mess
52. Michelle is MY number one fan!!
53. No regrets EVER
54. CHRISTINAS PARTY IS THIIS FRIDAY!! EFFIN GREAT TIMES
55. I'm a night person.
56. I like laying around and talking
57. But I like going out and doing stuff too.
58. I hate when people are so caught up in themselves
59. I say alot of things I dont mean
60. I'm a strong believer of fate, and everything happends for a reason and destiny and all that.
61. I like to read
62. Usually sleezy teen books lol
63. I think I am trustworthy but some people dont
64. I get jealous easily over dumb things
65. Sometimes I think about really strange things
66. I hate the word CUNT. Its so disgusting
67. I am not graceful
68. I wish I was^^
69. Wine dine 69 me...is the best line from an Alanis Morrissette song
70. I want to make a dance next year to Glory/Us by acceptance but again, I'm not graceful or all the talented.
71. I have a box filled with all the notes Jenn ever wrote me. (almost all of them)
72. I like doing cute thoughtful things for people
73. Simple, kind things people do are most important to me
74. I dont like sleezy people
75. I dont like when people talk to me just to get information about other people
76. Rude obnoxious people..ugh cant deal
77. I rant...alot
78. I say "gay" and "retarded" too much...and should really stop
79. I can be moody
80. Little things can easily offend me
81. Random dance music from like..the 90s puts me in a great mood
82. I just threw a pen at my cat to see if it was alive lol
83. I am so...lost its rediculous
84. Annoying people piss me off
85. I live for the summer when me jenn and christina hang out. Wont be doing much of that tho : (
86. For Jenns party I have a Marilyn Monroe dress that im obsessed with
87. I can only truly count on about...4 people
88. I never feel appreciated by anyone
89. I get emo sometimes hahah its kinda funny
90. Alot of the time I dont care what people think but when I do its usually my friends opinions who I look for the most
91. even thought this is all about me, I hate when people talk about THEMSELVES non stop
92. I laugh at really weird things
93. I want someone to reenact my favorite scene from Say Anything for me
94. My life is boring
95. I need some spice
96. I might go on a plane for the first time next december
97. I remember alot of strange things
98. There are soo many people I cannot stand right now
99. Ive realize there are a few people who desperatly need a reality check lol
100.Things are so strange in my life now

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 01:14:59 GMT

today i went to the beach with shelly
here are some piiictures

hot people in awkward positions

my dopey friend likes to take pictures of me while i eat

shes so cute